Ma tomar Jonmodin-ta kobe?

Akta shanto chimcham poripati gram...kono ak shokal e gram-er ak shochchol poribar-e amr ma er jonmo. Amar nanu er sontan bachto nah...onek pore unar kole amr boro khala alen...arpor suru holo tar chele sontan chaoya. Kintu jonmo nilo amar ma. Shobaboto nanu khushi noy; nanabhai aktu abegi manush. Khub khushi, tar shontan hoyche...bache ase...chele ba meye kono bapar nah. Kintu nanabhai nanu ke aktu voy-i pan. Tai anondo ta sudhu vitor-e thake. Meye tar jonmabar tarikh ta likhechen kina vule gachen. Meye ta aktu duronto prokriter. Sarakhon ar bari or bari, kintu ghore pherar nam gondho thakto nah. Nanu-er ognimurti ar nana-er lukono ador meyeta ka aro duronto kore day. Kono akdin akta akrokha nitiban chele-er sathe nanabhai oke bia dia den. Chele ta kintu amr baba. Bia-ta hoy khub shada-mata. Baba ke kono kisu dite pareni amr nana. Karon shoshur bari-er kishu nibe nah amr baba; kau jodi joutok bole. Akta chotto dotala bari-er akta room amar ma-er shongshar suru; dhaka-te. Akdin ami ashi tadher majhe. Amar jonmodin ta kintu ma-baba duijoner-i mone ache. amr chotto bon tar jonmo thik amar jonmer der bochor por. Or jonmodinta to bhulte parbo nah. Are baba ghare aktar bashi matha nai. Jai hok sot-nitiban baba er shonshare ashe ma himshim khai. Jibon e to konodin hisheb koreni. Aj shohorer jantrik jibonsrote jano khai rakhte parche nah. Amar baba-er ovesh ase ai jiboner. Uni chottobela thake bam-rajniti er sathe jorito. Olpo boyeshe muktijuddho kore abar pak hanadar-er otachar-o sojjho korechen. Kintu ma, je shubu jane kon bari-er gache kon am-ta mishti, kar barite boroi-er gach ase, ar jane porashuna akta pocha kaj. Aj bachcha duto-er dike taki e mone hoy tar ‘iss, aktu jodi thik moto portam, other jonno amio kisu akta korte partam’. Sopoth nay bachcha duto-ke porate hobe, jebhabe hoy. Ai jonno sobar kach thake aktu aktu kore alada hoy jai…dure chole jai…onek dure. Ma koto vul bujtam tomake. Khali raag hoto kano aktu relative der bashae jai nah, kano ora ase nah. Baba bapar ta pochondo na korlao mane nay jokhon dakha tar dui sontan akta valo school e porche. Ma mone ache udayan schoole amader du bhai-bon ke pouche tumi hate kolabagan er bashae phirte. Koshto ta kano korecho ma? Sot pother rujite to ar sontander ka udayan er moto school e porano shomvob nay, tai? Tomar chele ta bidesh e MSc korte chay. Dushchinta-e tomar ghum hoy nah. Or jodi scholarship nah hoy tokhon to onek taka lagbe. Abbu er babsha ai valo ai kharap. tai tumi dui bochor tomar akta rog ke lukhie rakhachile, operation koraoni; jodi chele-tar taka lage. Ato koshto kano korecho ma? Aj tomar chele MSc korche..meye ta MBA kore job korche..ar akta chotto chele o ache, oke niay akhon ja chinta tomar. Tomar sontader jonmodinta to kokhon vuloni. Shokal hole chokh khule dekhtam tumi mathae haat bulacho. Baba to anek ragi. Tobuo akdar baba er jonmodin ta palon korlam. Oidin ami tomake prothom bollam ‘ma tamar jonmodin ta kobe?’. Tumi aktu hashe kothatar uttor dile nah. Ami-o vule galam ma. Aj chokhe vashe, oidin tomar chokher vasha porte parini ma. Akta bishonnota lukia chilo ma. Acha ma amr jonmodin ta toamake dile tumi khushi hobe? Nibe nah ma? Kano goto ma dibosh-e to tumi oviman kore bolechile ’tor ki amr kotha mone pore nah’. Amito obak. Goto bochor pray protidin tomar sathe kotha hoto. Ar bangladesh-e thakte to kokhono ma-dibosh palon korini. Ma aj ai lekhata tomar jonno. Tomar jonmodin er jonno.