Sunday, May 27, 2007

ভালবাসেনি

ক্ষুদ্রতা নিয়ে জন্মে
অসীমে চেয়ে থাকা...
দৃষ্টির সীমাবদ্ধতায়
চোখ উপড়ে স্বপ্ন আকাঁ।
অসহায় শরীরে
মহাকালের পথ চলতে
না পারার অক্ষমতা...
করুনার নাটকের মঞ্চে
মূল নায়কের ভূমিকা।
ছোট্ট ঘর, একটা জানালা
মঞ্চসজ্জার পরিব্যপ্তি।
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ভালবাসেনি
স্রষ্টা...
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অন্তহীন অপূর্ণতায়
আজ একা
শুধু আমি
...
তবুও খুঁজি
বেওয়ারিশ ভালবাসা
অন্যপথে...
নোনাজলের অতলে
শুন্যতার শুন্যে
ধূসর বিস্বাদে বা
রঙ্গিনস্বপ্নে নয়...
অন্যরকম পথে...

ধ্বংসে।।।


(INSPIRED BY two songs of ArtCell, 'ধূসর সময়' and 'দুঃখ বিলাস')

Monday, May 21, 2007

চলো আজ তোমাকে ছুয়েঁ দেখি

(ছবিটি সত্যজিত রায়ের একটি চলচ্চিত্র থেকে নেয়া )

বিবস্ত্র অনুভূতি আজ
শহুরে কারাগারে
নি‍র্জীব।
বিবর্ণ কালক্ষেপনের আহ্বান আজ
মুক্তির পরাজয়।
প্রকাশিত আবেগ ভীত চঞ্চল
হায়ানার অট্টহাসিতে।
ভাবুক মন আজ পেষিত
কালসাপের করাল গ্রাসে।
দু 'ঠোঁটের মাঝে রুদ্ধ কথন
চুম্বন আঁকে শূন্যের বুকে...
নিরবে, নিভৃতে।
খোলা চোখে অপলক দৃষ্টি
আটকে যায় বদ্ধ দুয়ারে।
তবুও...
একটু যেন বাঁচতে চাওয়া
শূন্য হাতে আকাশ ছোঁয়া।
হৃদয়ের ছোট্ট পথে
হাত বাড়ালো বন্ধু্ পেতে...

(উৎসর্গঃ আমার এক প্রিয় বন্ধুকে)

Friday, May 18, 2007

Bondhu Ashooooo

bondhu tomar chokher majhe chinta khela kore
bondhu tomar kopal jure chintaloker chaya
bondhu tomar naker vaje chinta naamer kaya
bondhu amar mon valo nai
tomar ki mon valo?
bondhu tumi aktu hesho aktu kotha bolo
bondhu amar bondhu tumi
bondhu mora kojon
tobu o bondhu....
mon holo na apon

bondhu tomar chokher majhe chinta khela kore
bondhu tomar kopal jure chintaloker chaya
bondhu tomar naker vaje chinta naamer kaya

bondhu amr buker majhe bishorjoner betha
bondhu tumi omon kore jano na ar aka
bondhu aso shopno aki charta dewal jure
bondhu aso akash dekhi purota chokh khule
bondhu aso jole vashi dhukh vashanor shukhe
bondhu amar bondhu tumi
bondhu mora kojon
tobu o bondhu....
vashi nako...aki nako shopon

'Bondhu Amar'- album:Krishno Koli
kisu shohoj vasha kisu sadharon sur niye ato jobonto hoye uthe.....akat oshadharon gaan er jonmo day tar akta udharon bolo 'Bondhu Amar' gaan ti .... amni te 'Krishno Koli' album ta aktu batikrom.....soft melody... valo laglo onek din por...BONDHU

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Ma....


ma tumi khali shashon koro
valo lage na shashontato
ma tumi chinta koro
boro hocchi voy payo nahto
ma tumi raat jago
jor ta kal-e kombe to
ma tumi na khaye thako
rat-e ami phirbo nahto
ma tumi ador koro
valo lagar karon jani nahto

aj ma tumi kotha-e acho
mon kadle khuje na pai
tomar sneher poroshtake
haat bariye dhorte je chai....
ma tumi hariye jao nah
sharthopor er moto chachi tomaye

Chader Manush.....


chad tumi alokito onner alo-e...nijer kolushota muche tumi udvashito shurjer nirmol alo-e...kintu aj amr prithidi alokito hoy shurjer alo diye je alo chue jai nah karo mon ke....mongulote aj atoi jibonto jonjal jomeche je alo dhuke parche nah....alokito hok tamar-amar sobar mon oi chad tar moto....ber kore ano manusher shai munosotto take....hok sorob sob CHADER MANUSH

Monday, May 14, 2007

LoNely ShuttLe TrAiN


Running through the rain
tears hide in vain
Want to listen Hello
any where..any time

without inspiration
no words with melody
So please forgive those
few brief awkward lines
Don’t write me off just yet

(from the movie 'Music and Lyrics')

tHe Song tOucHed mE Last NiGht

Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Ma tomar Jonmodin-ta kobe?


Akta shanto chimcham poripati gram...kono ak shokal e gram-er ak shochchol poribar-e amr ma er jonmo. Amar nanu er sontan bachto nah...onek pore unar kole amr boro khala alen...arpor suru holo tar chele sontan chaoya. Kintu jonmo nilo amar ma. Shobaboto nanu khushi noy; nanabhai aktu abegi manush. Khub khushi, tar shontan hoyche...bache ase...chele ba meye kono bapar nah. Kintu nanabhai nanu ke aktu voy-i pan. Tai anondo ta sudhu vitor-e thake. Meye tar jonmabar tarikh ta likhechen kina vule gachen. Meye ta aktu duronto prokriter. Sarakhon ar bari or bari, kintu ghore pherar nam gondho thakto nah. Nanu-er ognimurti ar nana-er lukono ador meyeta ka aro duronto kore day. Kono akdin akta akrokha nitiban chele-er sathe nanabhai oke bia dia den. Chele ta kintu amr baba. Bia-ta hoy khub shada-mata. Baba ke kono kisu dite pareni amr nana. Karon shoshur bari-er kishu nibe nah amr baba; kau jodi joutok bole. Akta chotto dotala bari-er akta room amar ma-er shongshar suru; dhaka-te. Akdin ami ashi tadher majhe. Amar jonmodin ta kintu ma-baba duijoner-i mone ache. amr chotto bon tar jonmo thik amar jonmer der bochor por. Or jonmodinta to bhulte parbo nah. Are baba ghare aktar bashi matha nai. Jai hok sot-nitiban baba er shonshare ashe ma himshim khai. Jibon e to konodin hisheb koreni. Aj shohorer jantrik jibonsrote jano khai rakhte parche nah. Amar baba-er ovesh ase ai jiboner. Uni chottobela thake bam-rajniti er sathe jorito. Olpo boyeshe muktijuddho kore abar pak hanadar-er otachar-o sojjho korechen. Kintu ma, je shubu jane kon bari-er gache kon am-ta mishti, kar barite boroi-er gach ase, ar jane porashuna akta pocha kaj. Aj bachcha duto-er dike taki e mone hoy tar ‘iss, aktu jodi thik moto portam, other jonno amio kisu akta korte partam’. Sopoth nay bachcha duto-ke porate hobe, jebhabe hoy. Ai jonno sobar kach thake aktu aktu kore alada hoy jai…dure chole jai…onek dure. Ma koto vul bujtam tomake. Khali raag hoto kano aktu relative der bashae jai nah, kano ora ase nah. Baba bapar ta pochondo na korlao mane nay jokhon dakha tar dui sontan akta valo school e porche. Ma mone ache udayan schoole amader du bhai-bon ke pouche tumi hate kolabagan er bashae phirte. Koshto ta kano korecho ma? Sot pother rujite to ar sontander ka udayan er moto school e porano shomvob nay, tai? Tomar chele ta bidesh e MSc korte chay. Dushchinta-e tomar ghum hoy nah. Or jodi scholarship nah hoy tokhon to onek taka lagbe. Abbu er babsha ai valo ai kharap. tai tumi dui bochor tomar akta rog ke lukhie rakhachile, operation koraoni; jodi chele-tar taka lage. Ato koshto kano korecho ma? Aj tomar chele MSc korche..meye ta MBA kore job korche..ar akta chotto chele o ache, oke niay akhon ja chinta tomar. Tomar sontader jonmodinta to kokhon vuloni. Shokal hole chokh khule dekhtam tumi mathae haat bulacho. Baba to anek ragi. Tobuo akdar baba er jonmodin ta palon korlam. Oidin ami tomake prothom bollam ‘ma tamar jonmodin ta kobe?’. Tumi aktu hashe kothatar uttor dile nah. Ami-o vule galam ma. Aj chokhe vashe, oidin tomar chokher vasha porte parini ma. Akta bishonnota lukia chilo ma. Acha ma amr jonmodin ta toamake dile tumi khushi hobe? Nibe nah ma? Kano goto ma dibosh-e to tumi oviman kore bolechile ’tor ki amr kotha mone pore nah’. Amito obak. Goto bochor pray protidin tomar sathe kotha hoto. Ar bangladesh-e thakte to kokhono ma-dibosh palon korini. Ma aj ai lekhata tomar jonno. Tomar jonmodin er jonno.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Kisu Mittha ar AKta Sotti

chad er moto tomar mukh...
mitthe bolcho?
nirmol tomar hashi...
mitthe bolcho?
amr jibon shudu tomar...
mitthe bolcho?
tomar choya akta praner spondon
mitthe bolcho?
jan dite pari tomar jonno
mitthe bolcho?
akta ful er jonmo tomar jonno
mitthe bolcho?

kintu...........
ami tomake valobashi
atai sotti....

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Bilin Oshtitto


chotto akta para er golite alo khela koche traffic signal er moto..kintu alo er rong ta shudu shada ar adhar...golier street lamp-er mritopray tube-light ta jolche ar nivche....khola akta dustbin thake pocha akta gondho golier batash ta ke gumot kore rakheche.....golitar poth tao sewerage er pipe phate bichiri arta pocha-lash er moto hoye ache.....aree ar modhe ota ka?...chi chi dustbin e kau ki kisu khujche?.... kisu ki kau harieche?...aktu shame agiya dekha jai akta mohila pagol er moto moyla ghate choche.....jano akhane kothao tar sontan lukiya ache.... oke niya jate hobe..... akta proshno mone ashae jante chaoya holo, 'ai ki hoche akhane.....tumi to rastake aro kharap korcho....jao..chole jao'....mone mone boli 'ara kibhave je Dhaka te dhuke...shogor take ki kore phelche'....mohila-ta chokh tule dekhe.....achomka akta sitol srot amar marudondo diya boye jai.....amra aisob manusher vito chokh dekhte ovoshto...ader choke ghrina deshte chi nah.... abar or kaje o bashto hoye pore...ki jani akta koutohol amake dar koriye rakhe....hotath dekhi or chokh ujol hoye uthlo.....akta chotto packet e kisu hargor ache....kau hoyto ranna er somoy murgi er dal-pa-ar kisu ongsho falachilo....packet ta niya chute cholche...nordomaer pani or payer aghate adik odik chiti-e porche....aktu samne akta sishu shuye ache...sishu bola hole vul hobe...amader chokhe sishu mane akta shundor mukh...kisu kotha bole jar ordhek ta bujha jai nah....hashi-kanna ar sobar adore boro hoya....or kono kisu er moddhe ei sishu ta pore nah....tobuto manush tai sishu bola..........kongkalshar sorir-e dhuke dhuke bache thaka....or ma kotha thake aktu lobon jogar korche tai diya kacha oi hargulo makhie sontanke kawache.....bachiya rakhte chay or OSTITTO ke.....janate chay tomar amar shohor aj other rokte er upor daria.....chokta betha korche......monta palate chache..........sobai amra palate chai...tobe aj kano jani mone hocche akta mohaproloy ashbe....oi proloy e ami o thakbo.......

Sob alo nivay jak adhare...jak ses hoye sob tuku cholar poth.....ses hok shobder spondon nishshobdota-e....kintu sathe thak sagor kishu nil-shada er valobashaer dhay niye......alomelo batash jagie diya jak ridoy er obak hobar choktake......

Friday, May 4, 2007

James Again rocks in 'Alvida'

working with two creative bengoli persons, Pritom and director Anurag Bosu, Bangladeshi rock star James is continuing his foot step in Bollywood music world. Alvida seems having a slight resemblance to Bheegi Bheegi from Gangster and Chal Chale from Woh Lamhe. Tuning of the song gives u the taste of typical rock flavor and some sort of notes used in bangla music. Asking about James, i could say that he has strongly emotional and passionate desire in his voice which makes a different sense. Bollywood music lovers like to hear melody voice but James with his anomalous voice makes his own platform and fans.

Now let me tell about the song 'Alvida'. I haven't seen the movie 'Life in a Metro' yet. And i'm going to write some comments(how dare i'm) based on lyrics at least what i thought. This song is about lost love; the unwilling acceptance of a forsaken lover and questions which arise in his mind as to why his beloved left him. the first para of the song presents that emotion. With fervent singing James pictured it perfectly. no more talking...... jsut listen this track....

ohhh......Lyrics of the song for seekers..........

Chupke se kahin, dheeme paaun se
jaane kis tarah, kis ghadi
aage badh gaye, humse raahon mein
par tum toh abhi thi yahin
kuch bhi na suna, kab ka tha gila
kaise keh diya alvida

Jinke darmiya gujri thi abhi
kal tak yeh meri zindagi
dono baahon ko, thandi chaanv ko
hum bhi kar chale alvida

Alvida, alvida, meri raahein alvida
meri saansein kehati hai, alvida
alvida, alvida, ab kehna aur kya
jab tune keh diya, alvida

Sunle bekhabar, yuun aankhein pher kar aaj tu chali jaa
dhundegi nazar humko hi magar har jagah
aisi raaton mein leke karvate, yaad hamein karna
aur phir haar kar kehna kyun magar, keh diya alvida alvida
koi puchhe toh zara, kya socha aur kaha alvida
alvida, alvida, ab kehna aur kya
jab tune keh diya, alvida

Hum the dil jale, phir bhi dil kahe
kaash mere sang aaj hote tum agar, hoti har dagar gulsitaa
tumse hai khafa, hum naaraaz hai, dil hai pareshaan
socha na suna tune kyun bhala keh diya alvida alvida
koi puchhe toh zara, kya socha aur kaha alvida
alvida, alvida, ab kehna aur kya
jab tune keh diya, alvida

kyun socha aur kahan alvida

dono baahon ko, thandi chaanv ko
hum bhi kar chale alvida

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Borsha Mane Nah

shopne borsha ashe
ochena mon e
akta shitol choya
dub e jachi jachi....

borsha alo kano
shushko dhushor mati chu-e...
plabon alo kano
bodho badh bhange
dub e jachi jachi....

plabon er jol lona kano
shad ta jano kanna er moto
bondhi valobasha khacha bhange
roktakto ajke duti mon-e.

chao-ta je pawoa hoy nah
ak sathe dujon e chai nah
age-pore hoy je kano
dube jachi plabon srote....

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

akta Shunno Bhabna

patagulo nil
akash sobuj
brishti lal.
mati bornohin
shopno rogin
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kintu
mon ta BAGUNI.....
ba kalche NIL